"Life is like photography,we take the negatives to develop"

as my heart has been pumping for 18 YEARS, thre were a lots of things i've been thru..it has shapes me as i am right now; crazy a bit, psycho a while, lazy(act it dpends on wht thing aso la), smartgeniusconfident, money minder, 'dont care', blurr, ect..pass 18 years teaches me a lot of things, i hope i can use it to draw a better future for me..thru d years, i kno a lot of ppl n i've made a tons of friends..a thousand thanks to my family and friends..i LOVE them..for my bestfriends, i enjoy 'lepaking' with u guys, its been a great run fr me..jem, ace, faiks, arep, chee hua 'ee, syed, togel, jali, iman, kash, shuk-up, jen, john, lck, kurusten, dion, menon, frh/ss501, put3, karmen, kerol,u always in my heart.. i got a lot more act, i jst cant put it all, if not ktm pon kalah la.. frm bangi n klate mostly, for those who r not in here, sorry mate, ur also in my heart..if i do owe u an apology, please forgive me..mayb i'll b dead tmr, who knows??..but i hope not la, not yet married n i hv a sea of dosa, hv to btaubat 1st thn oni can die..

hantu : eh afif, whte wrong wit u??..so emo

afif : oh yea ah, y ah..nvm then..chillex mate, dying is natural..wohoo

haha, i used to say tht all d time..passing thru d time, i realized tht my life is slowly goin out frm d right track..luckily, m still rmember who i am, and i will try my best to put myself on the right track again..wish me luck mate, i may need your prayers..for now, i wanna put myself nearer to God, to kno him better as religion can guide me to correct path and become a better person.

chien chien chien$$

oh yeah..m quite pokai now n m in d process of finding money. m now working on my modernminds.. its not easy fr a newbie photographer to find a business. Already went to few schools hoping that i can shoot for their class photos, and the result is bermacam2. I did not get any contract for shooting class photos but i do get sthings to do, lain dimintak lain yg dapat..but ok ah, this can b considered as an experience..always think positive and happy go lucky mate.

Not to 'kembangkan idong', but i do get a proposition on conducting a photography class in saas.hahah, but 1st, i hv to do my own stdy b4 teaching some shits abt phtography to them.. yesterday is the most knowledgeable fr me, went to smk sri permata(used to b jali's school) n sri aman(awekss), the teacher thre is very helpful. The teachers teaches me on how to do business and gve me some advices as they were impressed to see some teenagers putting their balls walking into d school to do some business. the class photoshoot contract??..they will consder bout it but I do get one in sri permata, not to shoot class photo but to shoot single photos of their f1 n f4 students to put in their record book. met this crazy jali's friend, he's doin business in printing medals n shirts..my new business partner, haha..

hey gays, fr d love pf god, if u think u can help me, please do..we can tontong d profit:)

I love you jem..

Jeremy Khane Duke Bin Wilson Duke

bad inturen

Crazy, retarded, arsehole, phsyco ect..

fun, great friend, caring, religious??, (a lot more lah)

hmm..idk wht shit to say..its been a great fun knowing him fr abt 2yrs, he's such a great friend n a perfect asshole to hangout..its kinda sad that he's leaving aftr all d great shits happens together..pentan inturen, y u friend wit me la..

stop being emo, pics i'll upload later..haha..

ciao

wah lau eh!!

aftr i pissed fr being dno wht d hell m reading abt physics form 4, i've decided to google 'spm physics'..n guess wht i found..a damn freakin awesome link!!..it has all those shits inside frm notes to a towering exam papers frm all d states in msia..wohoo..feel free to enjoy it:)..haha
http://www.physics4spm.com/

last day of d 3 figures..

anthr boring post..anthr spm shit..
well, 100 days to go..(if d big day is on 18 nov lah..still not sure, mayb 16..haha)
thats it..bye..

lineUP^

i hv a dream, d money to find.
LENSES
1. AF-S DX NIKKOR 18-200mm f/3.5-5.6G ED VR II
2. AF Nikkor 50mm f/1.4D
3. AF-S VR Micro-Nikkor 105mm f/2.8G IF-ED
4. AF DX Fisheye-Nikkor 10.5mm f/2.8G ED
5. AF-S NIKKOR 14-24mm f/2.8G ED (1.7x)
6. AF-S NIKKOR 24-70mm f/2.8G ED (2.9x)
7. AF-S NIKKOR 70-200mm f/2.8G ED VR II
8. AF VR Zoom-Nikkor 80-400mm f/4.5-5.6D ED
9. SIGMA APO 200-500mm F2.8/400-1000mm EX DG
LIGHTINGS
1. SB-900
2. SB-R1C1
3. strobist
DSLRs
1. newer version of D700..
2. newer version of D3x..
3. or perhaps, just a D300s DX
A STUDIO??
OR just D WHOLE NIKON FACTORY:)

DC current

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